i dont really know why…
i’ve been so tempted to text him recently. i guess i want to hear him say he misses me, but what good would that do? he treated me like shit, made me pretty miserable, and had no respect for me. so why do i miss him? i guess it’s because he was a big part of my life for the past 4 years, but i shouldn’t miss someone who treats me the way he did.
i think i’m scared to see him treat another girl better than he treated me. but you know what? i’m gonna find someone who treats me better than he ever did too.
